Upon further thinking, I think I have dual personality syndrome. I have two selves.
One self is mentally adept, quick-witted, a critical thinker, a person who criticizes heavily on big issues of world politics, war and conflict and humanitarian issues.
The other self is emotionally weak, a bottle that's brimming with emotions and thoughts, reflections about my own world, all sealed and capped in. And needing another bottle.
Another bottle, please?